Journey of Happiness

Here is the photo of both of us.

Have a blessed weekend, everybody! God bless you all!

I think I love you, I guess I do, because I miss you
If you're not there, I can't do anything except keep thinking of you.
Seeing this I guess, I'm falling for you;
I didn't know if before but, now I need you.
Somehow deep in my heart, it took its place and grew so all I want to do is take care of you.

» Byul - I Think I (Ost. Full House)

Three more days to the Easter break... I am kind of relaxed this week, not so much stress. Still wondering about the dream I had *see previous posting* and how time flies so extremely fast that it is already the end of the semester.
Today, I got a great bad news... my exams timetable is out! Two weeks of 4 exams starts from 8 May 2006 - 19 May 2006. *just great!*
This time, I promised myself to work harder than last semester and to get better results. So far, I know my assignments for this semester got quite good marks *Thank you, Jesus!* More motivations I got from him, he wants me to study hard *sigh*, which usually in time like this I am more laid back hehehe... So this is good for me. ^^
For those that want the introductory photo(s) of him, please be patient as I am waiting for the chance of getting nicer photo(s) than the one I have right now hehehe.

Okay, I think that's all for now. God bless you!
God of abundance - Psalm 65: 9-13

9. Thou visitest the earth, and waterest it: thou …

Last nite, I had a terrifying dream... It was a dream that I remember well. Somebody pointed a gun on my head and shot me. I was actually fully concious about that... It felt so real! I even felt that I was dying... that my soul was flying away from my body.
Can somebody tell me what's the meaning of this dream? Any clue?

For the whole day, I was actually thinking and bothered about it (even though I was busy joking with my boyfriend). Arghh... I am still wondering why did I have that kind of dream?!

Akhir-akhir ini tiap kali buka account blogger selalu bingung mau posting apa... karena hari-hariku hanya penuh dengan beberapa rutinitas saja... ke kampus, kuliah dan kemudian bertandang ke tempat tinggal sang pacar sampai malam, lalu pulang, mandi dan tidur. Hohoho...
Dari posting sebelumnya koq semua pada penasaran dan minta dikenalin dengan si dia, huhuhu... daku jadi malu . Si dia adalah teman satu jurusan sebelumnya. Ya ya... Tresno soko kulino... Pertamanya, semuanya biasa-biasa saja dan kami semua hanya sekedar teman. Namun ketika salah satu tugas dari 4 mata kuliah yang kami sama-sama ambil mengharuskan sebuah tugas kelompok yang terdiri dari 2 orang, dialah orang pertama yang mengajakku untuk satu kelompok dengan dia. Masih ingat bagaimana aku pusing tentang presentasi beberapa minggu yang lalu? Ya dialah orangnya. Kami jadi dekat lewat hari-hari berdiskusi bareng.
Menurutku orangnya baik, pengertian, lucu dan sayangnya amat sangat usil!
Dia datang dari negeri tirai bambu alias…

Don't ask the sun to always shine;
It can't, for clouds exist.
Don't ask the leaves to not fall;
It can't, for the wind exists.
Don't ask me not to fall in love;
I can't, for you exist.

Quoted from: my brother's
Am I feeling mellow? Heheh... maybe. Just being thoughtful.
After dinner together, my boyfriend got stomach ache, then he told me to go home early since he's not feeling well. Well, I hope he's okay.

Anyway, got a weird experience with my new pair of glasses! Everything looks weird and I still get headache very often *well, I've only been wearing them since Saturday afternoon anyway*. Jadinya hari ini kerasa panjangggg banget, gara-gara energi terkuras oleh rasa sakit kepala itu plus diusilin sama si dia. *siyal*
Yo wis ah... that's all about my monday. :)
I hope you all get abundance of blessings for the rest of the week!

Update: two girlie blogspot layouts, which I made, up for grab! Have a look in HERE.

Love suffers long and is kind;
love does not envy;
love does not parade itself, is not puffed up;

Love does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil;

Love does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth;

Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

Love never fails.

- 1 Corinthians 13: 4 - 8b.
Hello all! How is weekend for you all? Today *Saturday* is surprisingly warmer than yesterday and the rest of last week. The sun is out and shining brightly. Is this the sign that Spring is already here?
Well... I was walking down the park, which is only 5 minutes away from where I live. It was lovely. Many people there, some with their children to play in the playground, some brought bread to feed the ducks, swans and the pigeons, some walked with their dogs *cutey dogs... I wish I can have one*, some played balls and having fun. The flowers are budding. So... maybe spring is already here. :)

I am finally wearing a new set of …

Ada apa dengan after this week? Hehehe... Tepatnya sesudah Kamis nanti aku setidaknya bisa bernafas lebih lega... Assignments kloter PERTAMA tuntas hari Kamis besok. Dan untuk beberapa saat bisa rada santai dan memenuhi permintaan beberapa teman untuk design layout.
Tapi tentu saja itu bukan akhir dari segalanya... kloter KE-DUA sudah mulai datang perlahan-lahan. Dan yang lebih menderita lagi, tugas itu kebanyakan difokuskan untuk dikerjakan selama liburan Paskah yang dimulai tanggal 1 April sampai tanggal 23 April. Apa iya itu yang dinamakan liburan alias Easter break?! Benar-benar kerja rodi seperti kuli semester ini! Parah!

Anyway, minggu kemarin, Liverpool benar-benar bercuaca aneh... Setelah selama 10 tahun *seperti kata seorang teman di sini* tidak turun salju yang benar-benar lebat, weekend kemarin cuaca benar-benar tidak bersahabat. Memang sih indahnya pemandangan itu menyejukkan mata, benar-benar... putihnya salju itu Majestic dan menurutku, no white can be as white as snow! Na…

*Back from Hiatus*
As... everybody did not really want me to be on hiatus... and so I am back! Back with a new layout again after only several weeks...
Well, it's time to move on, right?! It's not good to be sad for too long. At least, that's how I felt anyway...

I have to say, now, there is someone new in my heart... someone closer, more caring, kind and gentle to me... He is like a pain-killer and always able to make me happy. *thank you to you..., you know who you are *

I am sorry lately I don't do blogwalk so often... but I will do when I have the time. Thanks for always coming to my blog and asking how I am going.

Happy weekend everyone! God bless you all!

[Footnote:] I made the design in several hours... the picture has a very deep meaning to me, actually... Hehehe... *secret *
The other reason why I changed again is that some people said that my previous one was very slow to upload, making it hard for them to access my blog. So... I hope this new design does not have t…

Sorry for not updating earlier... I am extremely busy and stressed up with the pile of the works I have. Even now, I just want to announce one thing...
I have a new cousin, which I feel more like her aunt than her cousin. Hehehe... It's my youngest uncle's daughter. She was born on 7th March 2006!

Still don't know her name yet... but I hope she and her mum are healthy. :)

Okay people... that's it for now. Maybe I should have just announce that I am on a HIATUS! hahahaha...

Update: Her name is Chelsea Margaretha. I wonder...

This week, I got triple package from Wiwin, Sinceyen and juga Wina. So many isn't it? Heheh... So, here I go with my 5 dreams *eventhough I have so many dreams in reality . Those 5 dreams are:
Good husband and good family
Yang ini kan lumrah-lumrah aja kan ya? Kan aku belum married, jadi ya... masih masuk dalem kategori mimpi. Hehehe... I want a good Christian man, who loves The Lord and loves me, too. And also loves my family as his own family. *Do I ask too much?* Hopefully and prayfully, I have a happy and peaceful family with the chosen man.
Take a good care of my family
Hmm... I want to make my parents happy, when I can earn my own income. I want to take care of them as long and as much as I can. Give them peace in their mind and lives. I want to take care my little brother and sister, until it is their times to take care themselves. *It's hard to be an eldest child, but... I am grateful. I want to keep my family together.*
Travel around the world
Yup... this one I used to thin…

It is a white March...
I celebrate your 45th birthday with the drops of the snow...
Slowly and swiftly it takes its place in this world...
Whiter than anything, it shows innocence...

The cold bites unto my bones...
Takes me to the reality that I am far away from home...
Once again, I cannot be there close to you to celebrate...
I don't know how many years it has been...

But, for sure, I want you to know...
Prayers are certainly spoken by my lips...
To wish you God's blessing upon your life;
Wisdom, health, joy, peace and love...

Happy Birthday, my beloved Papi!

I am always grateful to have you.
I always feel I am the luckiest to be your daughter.
I will never forget...
How you work and sacrifice to give us the best.
How you still smile and encourage us even when it scares and hurts you deep inside.
How you stand up and learn to be our best Papi.
Thank you so much for everything!
I love you, Pap!

[Ps.] Sorry for not being there once again...
This morning, when I opened the curtain and saw the white …