As Requested...

Here is the photo of both of us.

Have a blessed weekend, everybody! God bless you all!

I think...

I think I love you, I guess I do, because I miss you
If you're not there, I can't do anything except keep thinking of you.
Seeing this I guess, I'm falling for you;
I didn't know if before but, now I need you.
Somehow deep in my heart, it took its place and grew so all I want to do is take care of you.

» Byul - I Think I (Ost. Full House)

lil' news

Three more days to the Easter break... I am kind of relaxed this week, not so much stress. Still wondering about the dream I had *see previous posting* and how time flies so extremely fast that it is already the end of the semester.
Today, I got a great bad news... my exams timetable is out! Two weeks of 4 exams starts from 8 May 2006 - 19 May 2006. *just great!*
This time, I promised myself to work harder than last semester and to get better results. So far, I know my assignments for this semester got quite good marks *Thank you, Jesus!* More motivations I got from him, he wants me to study hard *sigh*, which usually in time like this I am more laid back hehehe... So this is good for me. ^^
For those that want the introductory photo(s) of him, please be patient as I am waiting for the chance of getting nicer photo(s) than the one I have right now hehehe.

Okay, I think that's all for now. God bless you!

God of abundance - Psalm 65: 9-13

9. Thou visitest the earth, and waterest it: thou greatly enrichest it with the river of God, which is full of water: thou preparest them corn, when thou hast so provided for it.

10.Thou waterest the ridges thereof abundantly: thou settlest the furrows thereof: thou makest it soft with showers: thou blessest the springing thereof.

11. Thou crownest the year with thy goodness; and thy paths drop fatness.

12. They drop upon the pastures of the wilderness: and the little hills rejoice on every side.

13. The pastures are clothed with flocks; the valleys also are covered over with corn; they shout for joy, they also sing.

Thank you, Lord Jesus... for the answer You have given unto my family for all the questions and the doubts risen by the devil. Forgive us, o Lord, for doubting. We believe You are The God of abundance.

Weird Dream

Last nite, I had a terrifying dream... It was a dream that I remember well. Somebody pointed a gun on my head and shot me. I was actually fully concious about that... It felt so real! I even felt that I was dying... that my soul was flying away from my body.
Can somebody tell me what's the meaning of this dream? Any clue?

For the whole day, I was actually thinking and bothered about it (even though I was busy joking with my boyfriend). Arghh... I am still wondering why did I have that kind of dream?!

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Akhir-akhir ini tiap kali buka account blogger selalu bingung mau posting apa... karena hari-hariku hanya penuh dengan beberapa rutinitas saja... ke kampus, kuliah dan kemudian bertandang ke tempat tinggal sang pacar sampai malam, lalu pulang, mandi dan tidur. Hohoho...
Dari posting sebelumnya koq semua pada penasaran dan minta dikenalin dengan si dia, huhuhu... daku jadi malu . Si dia adalah teman satu jurusan sebelumnya. Ya ya... Tresno soko kulino... Pertamanya, semuanya biasa-biasa saja dan kami semua hanya sekedar teman. Namun ketika salah satu tugas dari 4 mata kuliah yang kami sama-sama ambil mengharuskan sebuah tugas kelompok yang terdiri dari 2 orang, dialah orang pertama yang mengajakku untuk satu kelompok dengan dia. Masih ingat bagaimana aku pusing tentang presentasi beberapa minggu yang lalu? Ya dialah orangnya. Kami jadi dekat lewat hari-hari berdiskusi bareng.
Menurutku orangnya baik, pengertian, lucu dan sayangnya amat sangat usil!
Dia datang dari negeri tirai bambu alias Cina, yah... bisa-bisa aku kembali ke negeri nenek moyangku nih kalau begini hehehehe...
Kurasa perkenalannya cukup sekian ya? Atau kurang?

So far, kesibukan serta ketegangan berkuliah rada mengendur sekalipun minggu lalu tiba-tiba saja salah seorang dosen memberikan SPARK programming assignment yang harus selesai dalam jangka waktu 2 minggu. *Syukurlah sudah selesai*
Minggu depan adalah minggu terakhir sebelum libur paskah dimulai. Sebenarnya 3 minggu libur itu bisa dibilang bukan libur! Mengapa? Karena ada 2 essay dan satu programming assignment yang harus dikerjakan! Belum lagi persiapan untuk ujian yang dimulai tanggal 8 mei. Huwah... libur atau libur itu namanya?!
Yah... semoga nanti bisa rileks sedikit lah heheheh...

Okay people! Happy and blessed weekend for you all! God bless!

Feeling mellow?

Don't ask the sun to always shine;
It can't, for clouds exist.
Don't ask the leaves to not fall;
It can't, for the wind exists.
Don't ask me not to fall in love;
I can't, for you exist.

Quoted from: my brother's

Am I feeling mellow? Heheh... maybe. Just being thoughtful.
After dinner together, my boyfriend got stomach ache, then he told me to go home early since he's not feeling well. Well, I hope he's okay.

Anyway, got a weird experience with my new pair of glasses! Everything looks weird and I still get headache very often *well, I've only been wearing them since Saturday afternoon anyway*. Jadinya hari ini kerasa panjangggg banget, gara-gara energi terkuras oleh rasa sakit kepala itu plus diusilin sama si dia. *siyal*
Yo wis ah... that's all about my monday. :)
I hope you all get abundance of blessings for the rest of the week!

Update: two girlie blogspot layouts, which I made, up for grab! Have a look in HERE.

The greatest gift

Love suffers long and is kind;
love does not envy;
love does not parade itself, is not puffed up;

Love does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil;

Love does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth;

Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

Love never fails.

- 1 Corinthians 13: 4 - 8b.

Hello all! How is weekend for you all? Today *Saturday* is surprisingly warmer than yesterday and the rest of last week. The sun is out and shining brightly. Is this the sign that Spring is already here?
Well... I was walking down the park, which is only 5 minutes away from where I live. It was lovely. Many people there, some with their children to play in the playground, some brought bread to feed the ducks, swans and the pigeons, some walked with their dogs *cutey dogs... I wish I can have one*, some played balls and having fun. The flowers are budding. So... maybe spring is already here. :)

I am finally wearing a new set of glasses (the frame is not new, but the lenses are new), after waiting impatiently with headaches all the time. It just arrived and I am still trying to get used to wearing it. I still feel a bit dizzy and get a bit of headache, but I can see better I think.
Hmm... not much I want to say really... since I am really not in the mood. I am worried about someone badly today, I hope he will be okay. He is occupying my mind right now. So... maybe I should stop typing this post now.

Okay then.... Have a great Sunday! God bless you!

After THIS week...

Ada apa dengan after this week? Hehehe... Tepatnya sesudah Kamis nanti aku setidaknya bisa bernafas lebih lega... Assignments kloter PERTAMA tuntas hari Kamis besok. Dan untuk beberapa saat bisa rada santai dan memenuhi permintaan beberapa teman untuk design layout.
Tapi tentu saja itu bukan akhir dari segalanya... kloter KE-DUA sudah mulai datang perlahan-lahan. Dan yang lebih menderita lagi, tugas itu kebanyakan difokuskan untuk dikerjakan selama liburan Paskah yang dimulai tanggal 1 April sampai tanggal 23 April. Apa iya itu yang dinamakan liburan alias Easter break?! Benar-benar kerja rodi seperti kuli semester ini! Parah!

Anyway, minggu kemarin, Liverpool benar-benar bercuaca aneh... Setelah selama 10 tahun *seperti kata seorang teman di sini* tidak turun salju yang benar-benar lebat, weekend kemarin cuaca benar-benar tidak bersahabat. Memang sih indahnya pemandangan itu menyejukkan mata, benar-benar... putihnya salju itu Majestic dan menurutku, no white can be as white as snow! Namun yang namanya sekujur badan ini membeku rasanya, apalagi jalan harus pelan-pelan, takut terpeleset. Hehehe...
Yang lebih aneh lagi... masa iya turun salju lebat di bulan Maret?! Semua orang pada menanti-nantikan datangnya musim semi, eh... malah turun salju! Hehehe... tapi ya ada senangnya, mereka semua pada berramai-ramai main timpuk-timpukan salju sampai basah kuyup tak karuan.
Yah... semoga saja musim semi datang cepat... Aku sudah tidak sabar menunggu kehangatan tiba. Hehehe...

Ya sudah... posting ini bener-bener ndak ada arah dan tujuan, jadi lebih baik segera diakhiri aja! Well, I hope you all have a great time for the rest of the week!

Version 1.2: A New Beginning...

*Back from Hiatus*
As... everybody did not really want me to be on hiatus... and so I am back! Back with a new layout again after only several weeks...
Well, it's time to move on, right?! It's not good to be sad for too long. At least, that's how I felt anyway...

I have to say, now, there is someone new in my heart... someone closer, more caring, kind and gentle to me... He is like a pain-killer and always able to make me happy. *thank you to you..., you know who you are *

I am sorry lately I don't do blogwalk so often... but I will do when I have the time. Thanks for always coming to my blog and asking how I am going.

Happy weekend everyone! God bless you all!

[Footnote:] I made the design in several hours... the picture has a very deep meaning to me, actually... Hehehe... *secret *
The other reason why I changed again is that some people said that my previous one was very slow to upload, making it hard for them to access my blog. So... I hope this new design does not have the same problem.

Adik baru...

Sorry for not updating earlier... I am extremely busy and stressed up with the pile of the works I have. Even now, I just want to announce one thing...
I have a new cousin, which I feel more like her aunt than her cousin. Hehehe... It's my youngest uncle's daughter. She was born on 7th March 2006!

Still don't know her name yet... but I hope she and her mum are healthy. :)

Okay people... that's it for now. Maybe I should have just announce that I am on a HIATUS! hahahaha...

Update: Her name is Chelsea Margaretha. I wonder...

my dream land...

This week, I got triple package from Wiwin, Sinceyen and juga Wina. So many isn't it? Heheh... So, here I go with my 5 dreams *eventhough I have so many dreams in reality . Those 5 dreams are:

1. Good husband and good family
   Yang ini kan lumrah-lumrah aja kan ya? Kan aku belum married, jadi ya... masih masuk dalem kategori mimpi. Hehehe... I want a good Christian man, who loves The Lord and loves me, too. And also loves my family as his own family. *Do I ask too much?* Hopefully and prayfully, I have a happy and peaceful family with the chosen man.


2. Take a good care of my family
   Hmm... I want to make my parents happy, when I can earn my own income. I want to take care of them as long and as much as I can. Give them peace in their mind and lives. I want to take care my little brother and sister, until it is their times to take care themselves. *It's hard to be an eldest child, but... I am grateful. I want to keep my family together.*


3. Travel around the world
   Yup... this one I used to think as an impossible dream of mine, but slowly and surely I am doing it bit by bit... Starting from Australia, Singapore, Hongkong, England... and the journey still going.


4. Have my own house with a big kitchen!
   Hehehe... I love big kitchen! I enjoy cooking, that's why I want a big kitchen. The house needs not to be big, as long as it is cozy, warm and there are happiness, peace and love in the house, that's more than enough.


5. No more sad tears
   Yang ini kayaknya naive banget ya? Tapi ya... I cry a lot *I mean, really... a lot* Sometimes, I become really tired of crying and fed up with it, but I can never stop. There are times when I even say to myself that tears are my only friends. Oh well... it's just a dream. Moreover, I am just a human, who has emotions.

Okay, those are my dreams... You think they are weird?
Now, I pass the package onto... Shofa and Rita.

[Ps.] Happy weekend everyone! Have a blessed one! I will be busy with my essay. God bless you all!

White March...

It is a white March...
I celebrate your 45th birthday with the drops of the snow...
Slowly and swiftly it takes its place in this world...
Whiter than anything, it shows innocence...

The cold bites unto my bones...
Takes me to the reality that I am far away from home...
Once again, I cannot be there close to you to celebrate...
I don't know how many years it has been...

But, for sure, I want you to know...
Prayers are certainly spoken by my lips...
To wish you God's blessing upon your life;
Wisdom, health, joy, peace and love...

Happy Birthday, my beloved Papi!

I am always grateful to have you.
I always feel I am the luckiest to be your daughter.
I will never forget...
How you work and sacrifice to give us the best.
How you still smile and encourage us even when it scares and hurts you deep inside.
How you stand up and learn to be our best Papi.
Thank you so much for everything!
I love you, Pap!

[Ps.] Sorry for not being there once again...

This morning, when I opened the curtain and saw the white snow, I felt happy and blessed. You know what it reminds me of?
It reminds me of Jesus. How He washed my crimson red sins to be as white as snow... The majestic white, whiter than anything you could compare to it. It is the colour of peace and tranquility...
It is like He is saying to me, "Come, I will wash away the pain in your heart. I will turn the aches to comfort and joy. Leave the past behind and enjoy my love."
I smiled and I nodded. I thank Him so much...
Thank you, Lord, for Your open hands, the hands that always wrap around me warmly.