The Graduation Tickets
The tickets arrived this afternoon. Soon, I was emotionally sad... I got four guests tickets, exactly the number of tickets I wanted for my family to come; my parents, my little sister and my step-dad. But... there are too many for me now. So I invited Viona and a friend from church to come. It is sad... but life goes on.
Lord, help me...
To face and handle the disappointment.
You know I cried so many times quietly to You...
Hoping that the pain and the jealousy go away.
Those tears are tears of thankfulness and disappointments.
Thankful that I am at this point now.
Disappointment because... You know why.
I am moving on, Lord, to look in front of me.
I know joys and happiness await...
At home, where my heart belongs.
At the warmth of my family that nowhere else compares.
Strengthen me, Lord.