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Pernah ada warna-warna gelap hadir di atas kanvas ini...
Warna yang tidak menceriakan aku...
Yang membuat tangis dan muram.

Warna pucat pun mencoba mewarnaiku.
Ia tidak berhasil...
Justru meremukanku lebih...
Menjerumuskanku ke dalam perih dan kesakitan.

Namun engkau, wahai si cerah...
Sang pelangiku yang terindah...
Terima kasih untuk mencipta kembali senyum di bibirku,
Membawa hujan di kala surya terlalu terik di dalamku...
Warnamu telah menerbitkan kehangatan di atasku...
Dan mengundang kupu-kupu untuk berdansa bersamaku di dalam pesta...
Yang hanya kita mengerti arti perayaan kasih di dalamnya...

Kuberharap rajutan warna-warna indahmu di dalam lukisan ini...
Menciptakan semburat cantik yang abadi...
Sebagai akhir dari torehan-torehan kuas yang membuat engkau semakin nyata di atasku.
Kiranya warnamu akan melekat erat dan saling menjalin rapi di dalam alurku,
Menjadikan kita lukisan yang damai, indah dan sejuk...

Selamat ulang tahun... untuk kita.

by me
23 August 2004


Yuppie.... At 18.00, 27th August 2004 (UK Time) is our first anniversary. Yaitu tengah malem tanggal 28 Agustus 2004 di Jakarta sana, jam 1 malem di Denpasar.
Hehehehe.... Tahun lalu tanggal yang sama, sekitar jam sekian, lewat telpon we started our relationship together after knowing each other for more than a year, and after he was waiting for 8 months.
Nice sweet memory that I don't think I will ever forget... I never loved anyone before him. Well... looking back, it was not easy for both of us... especially being far away from each other most of the time, but... as long as we trust each other and believe that we will always find a way, I am sure we will survive. And we have had survive the beginning of our relationship... Everyday is a new chapter for us.
How I wish... to be close to you right now, but I know, my heart is with you always.
I love you, Oen...

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