In the shade of grey...

Does love not seem fading away?
As distant tearing us apart...
As silent filling our conversation...
As doubt beginning to bloom...
As time is never again important...

And as I see you moving away from me...
Going back to the old you that full of excuses...
The comprehension of you seems impossible to my mind.

Life moves on...
And I, too, have to move on...
I can't keep chasing you like I used to.
I simply can't.
I simply am tired.

Is this a sign that this is the end of the line?
Maybe it should had been finished in the past...
Maybe we are just not meant to be...
So many maybes, aren't there?

One thing you should answer...
Do you want it fades away and be gone?

- nie. Liverpool, 04 Febuary 2006

Comments

  1. Ang Tek Khun2/05/2006 04:13:00 am

    Duh...

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  2. Anonymous2/05/2006 06:58:00 am

    met wiken juga yah sher.. sorry baru sempet blogwalking:D

    watz up?

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  3. Anonymous2/05/2006 11:43:00 am

    ooh ...

    trus jawabnya?

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  4. SinceYen2/05/2006 07:34:00 pm

    .................

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  5. Anonymous2/05/2006 08:48:00 pm

    wew... terus gimana jawabnya ?

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  6. choenhwie2/06/2006 02:55:00 am

    ada apa dengan sherly ? ;p

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  7. Anonymous2/06/2006 06:45:00 am

    I feel the same way too sher

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  8. Anonymous2/06/2006 07:59:00 am

    Move on en keep on smiling..u go girl! ;)

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  9. Anonymous2/06/2006 12:52:00 pm

    c'mon warnai hidupmu...jgn cuma gray doang hehehehe :)

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  10. Sheilla2/06/2006 04:35:00 pm

    Sherly, reading your proetry it's like reading what's inside my heart and has been bothering me for these last 2 months... Are we in the same boat?

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  11. Lili2/06/2006 05:08:00 pm

    ini poetry ada hubungannya degn hari2mu gak? kalau ada...yaa ummi doakan semoga everthing will be alright

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