Fallen Expectation

I managed to get myself out of bed on-time this morning, ready to go to Uni. I just ignored the headache so that I don't get bothered by it. Got in to the lecture room as the earliest attendant and was really looking forward to see the new girl person. One, two, three familiar faces came in as the lecture was about to start. Then, a completely unfamiliar face showed up. It was a BOY!!! My friend, Lan, who sat next to me instantly laughing after seeing my face expression. What?! Another boy?! Out of disbelief, it is true... he is the one, who my fried thought was a girl. Yeah... thanks to him, I put my hope high that the person would be a girl. Huhuhu...

So yeah... now it's even tougher for me. A girl competing with 11 boys. Just great and perfect. *Kali ini emang cocok ini posting bertopik "Perawan di sarang penyamun" atau "Kembang di antara kambing". Pilih salah satu deh, yang mana yg sreg buat anda-anda.*

That's not all for the day...
The first week, from the 2 modules I had lectures today, the lecturers both said: "This week is going to be an introductory week. And we are going to talk about some basic stuffs." Yeah... basic?! How come introduction has already talking about the assignments, where we have to split into groups of 2 people and be ready to do research and presentations?? Yet, worse than that, the second lecture we had talk about dynamic logic, temporal logic, and other logics... *I am lost!*

I am really tired today. Extremely tired. Even when I met my friends in a supermarket, she said I look exhausted. Yes, I am. My mind was blank, walking like a robot around city centre. Luckily, I managed to get part of my grocery shopping done. I was alive enough to go to China Town to buy some indomie and went around the market to get some cheap veggies and some lengkeng and leci *very heavy though, my hands felt like falling apart *

Today's weather is so freezing cold and on top of that the cold wind blows so strongly. The forecast predicts that it will get worse as the week goes. Right... Just perfect combinations for me.

Wish me luck in surviving this week and ahead.

Father, I need You to strengthen me.
I need You to fill me up with Your loving kindness...
to be strong enough to face disappointments that come to test me.
to be strong enough to put a smile on my face to brighten other's day.
to not give up walking through the way You want me to go.
and more importantly, to not fail in glorifying Your Name through my life.
Amen.